~Wrote 7/25/14~
Been sitting here for the past 30 minutes but couldn’t come
with anything until I remembered the dream I had…Had a dream last night about
someone I know of on the internet. It’s kind of strange that she would be in my
dream since we don’t really interact with one another much. From what I can
remember from the dream, we were hanging out, having a good time. She was
carrying around a bottle of Gin taking shots. I had ate so I could take some
shots with her and continuously looked at the clock. It’s like 2 in the morning
and I was ready to drink with her but never did. At some point she was drunkin
and had stumbled on the couch. We laughed it up. It felt like we were best
friends and had been cool with each other for a while.
That’s all I remember about the dream. The dream and this
woman has been on my mind all day and I’ve never meet her before. It has me
feeling some kind of way, in a good way. There are those dreams that I’d never
want to come true and there are those dreams that I hope would come true. I
wouldn’t mind this one coming true just because of connection we had and it
felt.
Do you ever dream
about someone and they stay on your mind all day? That’s ok when it’s someone I
usually talk to or cool with but when it’s someone I don’t like too much, I don’t
want to think about them all day.
I wonder do people who I don’t really talk to or just a
random person ever dream about me? I still dream about my old job when I was “James
in the Kitchen”. Not as much as I used to though. I dream more these days about
being back in High School.
I don’t believe dreams really mean anything, just vision
from your subconscious doing what it does when you are unconscious. I don’t
know. I try to write me dreams down but I can only remember some of them these
days.
Sometimes I'd rather not dream, to be honest. Most of the time, my dreams are not so bad- but then there are times where they are awful. The awful ones I never want to talk about. Last night I dreamed that my family moved to be near me. We weren't here, but I can't be sure where we were. I'd just married (who? I don't know. I never saw his face in the dream) not long ago, because he & I were discussing saving up for our first home and using wedding cash as part of the down payment. It was just weird for me, because putting down roots anywhere or with anyone has been low on my to do list for most of my life. I'd be lying if I said it's still a low priority.
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