That's How I Feel

Experience seems to be a good thing more than it is bad anymore for me, especially my past experiences from years ago. When I think about the bogus stuff I’ve saw or been through, I try to see the positive in it.

Two things that I’ve been apart of in my life during the past couple of years are abuse and disrespect. I actually blogged about how I felt when I was being disrespected. At the time, didn’t realize that I was experiencing abuse also.

There is NOTHING, no friendship, no relationship, no person and no people worth me tolerating their abuse and/or disrespect. I am a man not some bitch, I am a grown man not person that is dependent on you or the next person, I am a person not a thing to be used as you wish to put your baggage on.

For those of you who aren’t aware when you disrespect and/or abuse someone, all bets are off. My reaction might be different for each person or the same, doesn’t matter. You might feel me afterwards, during or never, doesn’t matter. Just know, I will not tolerate it and don’t need/want it in my life.

I am Koolaid “Da BlacGhost” and Koolaid don’t mean sweet and sugary ass dude. Never judge a book by the cover or think just because you can that you should go around treating people like shit. If you just want to be a bully, buy something to punch on like a pillow, heavy bag or something similar. Look in the mirror and talk shit to yourself if you just feel like talking shit.    

For the people who are being abused and disrespected. Ask yourselves, is it worth it? Is this something you want in your life? You have a choice and you should exercise your choice as your choose.